ahhhh!!

study study STUDY LA RUBY. moron.

i need to go jogging.

damn.

should i join badminton singles?

suicidal. but i want!

SUICIDAL...but i still want.

satu kosong~

BUT ITS SUICIDAL

BUT I WANT!

therefore, i shall go jogging.

cause i BO STAMINA

found meself a jogging partner, =D

so now, i shall find time. which is harder than finding a jogging partner. =.=

dua kosong~

and i NEED TO STUDY LIAO LOR!

TIGA KOSONG!

no idea what i'm talking about?

dont worry, i dono what i'm talking bout either.

sheesh

i'm so hungry.

i'm so cold and confused.

I HAVE NO STAMINA

i feel so stupid

i feel weird

I'm beginning to hate my hair

i LOVE MATT DALLAS

AND CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY

and am currently addicted to

Seung RI's Strong Baby

OMG RIGHT I'M LISTENING TO KOREAN BOY BANDS

omg. I'M LOSING IT

i'm feeling damn emo but i'm too hungry so the emo-ness is left untreated

I HAVE NO STAMINA

i am creditless

he's avoiding me

i'm getting involved in too many things!

i'm BROKE

i'm not ready for exams

i'm PROCRASTINATING

I HAVE NO STAMINA!!!!!!!!

i have so many problems...~ (achmed's voice)

so long and goodnight! i wanna be sane wei!

updates!

SO people..

we celebrated Lester's birthday recently. 20/2/09 so happy bday again buddy! =D
we all love that short dude. =)

it was suppose to be a big group, but SOME people PALAT. YER, no lar, i'm sure you guys have soild reasons. ahah. so ther were only five of us left. leon lester darren gabriel and i. we started off with lunch in hilton, where we were the noisiest table (=D). its actually pretty fun hanging out with all guys, u get to explore the world that guys live in. mainly, girls and sex-related topics. =.= it was cool though ahaha.

then we walked to star.. for a movie. gab wanted to watch valkyrie. so we did. and we ALL fell asleep except gab. =.= damn boring moviee.. 2 hours plus some more. so after the movie, there was still some time, so we caught another movie. House. hmm. okay okay nia laa. wasnt as scary as i expected. =D

twin towers wei. =D

then, we went for dinner at the living room after walking form star to sp and to the living room under the rain. =.= lucky i got my tudung. GOD FORBID. food there's good. AWESOME environment. end of day, everyone happy. couldn't take picture cause my lousy camera cannot take picture. too dark punya environment. and i hate leon's camera on his phone. so uglly. plus the boys arent girls, so no one wanna take pic with me =(

exams coming up! wish me luck! =O

photo caption not available. xD

Laugh of the day,

"gosh, i so HOT ah. HOTTTT!!!!" *fans self*
me : *looks at wayne weirdly*
"whaat? WAAAA SO HOTTT!! i'm so hot. hotdog! hotdogg."
me : *continues to look at wayne weirdly, almost bursting into laughter*
"issh, dont look at me like thatt. hotdogg. want a bite?"
me : *can hardly control laughter but still manages to pull it off*
"eat la, i dont mind being eaten by a pretty ggirl."
ME~ :*BURSTS INTO LAUGHTERRR!!*

lol. wayne wayne, you crack me up everyday with your lameness!

dont cry for me, argentinaaaa

i was going for the whole emo-lonely-valentiner look, but i think i failed =P

ahh well, how was YOUR valentines day peoplee?

mine was all about waiting 2 hours for food.

shakalaka baby

and babes yun's missing! =S she went to play scrabbleee..

go figure. nite!

=)

Happy Valentine's Day.

<3

i love you

you love mee

we're a happy familly!

with a great big HUG

and a kiss from me to you. mwah.

wont you say you love me too?

come on, say it, i know you want to. ;)

planetshakers was awesome this year btw, woohoo!

heyy i got tagged

RANDOM FACTS :..

001. Real name: Ruby Manyi Chan
002. Nicknames: Bie, Rubs, snoopy =.=
003. Married: ahaha, nope
004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 16 going 17
007. High school: SMK Batu Lintang
008. College: Belom
009. Residence: BDC
010. Hair color: brownish black
011. Long or short hair: in between
012. Smoke: not my cup of tea
013. Drink: drink wad? lol
014. Available: umm.. no. lol
015. Are you a health freak: not exactly. ngek
016. Weight : 54 kg. omg right!
017. Do you have a crush?: ahaha, he's not a crush
018. Do you like yourself: i'm content. lol
019. Piercings: gottt
020. Tattoos: tidak ada
021. Righty or lefty: Righty.....

FIRST:.
022. First surgery: in primary 3. fractured elboww
023: First piercing: ears
024. First best friend/s: audrey and jacob
025. First award: prmary one! no. 1 in class lehh, good job good job xD
026. First memory: lol. how shud i noeee
027. First pet: jamiee. the dog
028. First vacation: langkawi i think?
029. First concert: not quite sure. i think it was ER.
030. First crush: ahahah. those were the dayss

LAST:..
031. Last time you went out: just now
032. Last time you had a good time: in school this morning. omg righhtt!
033. Last time you cried: wow, i really cant rememberr =)
034. Last award: erm. GB award i guess
035. Last trip abroad: to sibu
036. Last concert: umm. whats his name again. some guy from somewhere in ACS. lol
037. Last album you bought: i never buyy. =P
038. Last song you played: the fray - you found me
039. Last phone call: Carlston
040. Last laugh: just nowwww

PICK ONE:..
041. Summer or winter: summer loh, like i have a choice
042. Rainy or sunny: rainy. i know, i'm weird
043. Britney or Christina: britneyyy~ ahaha. me britney fan okay
044. TV or YouTube: TV..
045. Oprah or Tyra: tyraa
046. McD’s or KFC: KFC! me kfc fan also okaayy
047. Soccer or tennis: tennis!
048. New york or San Francisco: New York!

CURRENTLY:..
049. Eating: ntohinggg
050. Drinking: air liur ku?
051. Wearing: oversized t-shirt and shorts
052. Im about to: sleep..
053. Listening to: the fray - you found me. over and over again

FAVORITES :..
054. Food: aLOT.
055. Drinks: green tea.. hmm
056. Colors: pink white black
057. Numbers: 6.

YOUR FUTURE :..
058. Want kids: yeshhh
059. Want to get married: *nods head* yesshh!
060. Life: is tiring at times... *emo moment*
061. Goals: successful and live happily ever after with the perfect person to spend life with
062. Where will you live: somewhere but here
063. Buy a house: yess
064. Buy a car: of course!

YOUR PARENTS :..
066. Love your mom?: yess!
067. Love your dad?: yesssh
068. Are they still together?: YESSS

WHICH IS BETTER? :..
068. Lips or eyes: BOTH!
069. Hugs or kisses: BOTTHHH!!
070. Shorter or Taller: TALLER.
071. Lean or plump: lean..
072. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!
.073 . Nice stomach or nice arms: DEFINITELY BOTH
074 . Sensitive or loud: BOTH...at different times
075 . Hook-ups or relationships: relationships

(what? i'm pickkkyy.. =P)

HAVE YOU EVER :..
076. Bungee-jumped: i want!
077. Shook hands with someone important: wawa, umm. vince! loll
078. Kissed a stranger: lol, NO
079. Drank bubbles: well, do foams count?
080. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont use bothh eheh
081. Ran away from home: thought of.. but no. no heartt xD
082. Liked someone younger: not my cup of teaa
083. Older: YES
084. Broken someone’s heart: sorry lor....
085. Been arrested: nooo
086. Turned someone down: yea haa
087. Cried when someone died: yeap. =(
088. Liked a friend: its weird when that happens no?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:..
089. Yourself: most of the times
090. Miracles: it just happened =)
091. Love at first sight: well, it happens
092. Heaven: yess
093. Santa clause: NOh =.=
094. Sex on the first date: lol, big nono
095. the more you hate, the more you love: thaats what mummy always say. bullcrap leh
096. Angels: yesh

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :..
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yeaahh. where are you babe? :(
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: i'm super loyal aite!
099. Do you believe in God?: YES
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: *edited* I CHANGED MY MIND. i TAG REENING. =D

ahahhaa, boredness + emoness + sivik period = this

i got bored and i missed him aLOT.

so this is the end product.

oii sayang, you said stickman right?

neh, got tiny tiny teeny there. cutee lehh.

hee. and it only took me..

3 periods to draw. =.=

meditate on this. aumm.

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep?
When we cry?
When we imagine?
When we kiss?
This is because the most beautiful things in the world
are unseen.
We are all a little weird
and life's a little weird
and when we find someone whose weirdness
is compatible with ours,we join up with them
and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
There are things that we never want to let go of,
people we never want to leave behind,
but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world,
it's the beginning of a new life.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt,
those who have searched and those who have tried.
For only they can appreciate the importance of the people
who have touched their lives.
A great love..
It's when you shed tears and still you care for him,
it's when he ignores you and still you long for him.
It's when he begins to love another
and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you.
If love fails, set yourself free,
let your heart spread its wings and fly again.
Remember you may find love and lose it,
but when love dies,you never have to die with it.
The strongest people are not those who always win
but those who stand back up when they fall.
Somehow along the course of life,
you learn about yourself and realize
there should never be regrets,
only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.
A true friend understands when you say, I forgot,
waits forever when you say, just a minute,
stays when you say leave me alone,
opens the door even before you knock
and says can I come in?
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly.
Outward tears can be wiped away
while secret tears scar forever.
In love, very rarely do we win
but when love is true, even if you lose,
you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone
more than you love yourself.
There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone
not because that person has stopped loving us
but because we have found out
that they'd be happier if we let go.
It's best to wait for the one you want
than settle for one that's available.
Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around.
Best to wait for the right one
because life is too short to waste on just someone.
Sometimes the one you love
turns out to be the one who hurts you the most,
and sometimes the friend who takes you
into his arms and cries when you cry
turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.
If you really love someone never let go,
don't believe that letting go means that you love best,
instead fight for your love,that's what true love is.
Laugh to your heart's content; you cannot go through life without it

hiee!

to whom it may concern, jangan perasan reening. lol.

heyy babee. =) welcome to my blog. view view la, see what monkey business i've been up to here in kuching, hee.. xoxo!