grrrrrr....

is it possible for one to be excited and really frustrated at the same time? hmm..

its funny how procrasinating is.. and when you put it all to the last minute, you get really frustrated.. but the fact that you got smth else to look forward to, now thats a different story.. ^^

I'm talking about my effing History PROJECT. its due end of THIS MONTH, and yet, i'm only halfway through.. sigh. this is badd.. but, hmm.. its okay i guess. i'll look for sum other time to do it again.. *there you go, wuby's procrasinating again!*

so anyways, my exams are coming up REAL SOON, and i barely studied. sigh. okay okay! i'm getting started.. well, there's this Bible Camp coming up, and i'm sooooo excited! we get to see orang utan's! WEEEE!!! lol. did i mention i'm going to Langkawi this coming holidays too? weeehoooo~~

enough of that.. lets just remind myself that my piano exam is less than two months away, PMR is less than SIX MONTHS AWAY, and the First Term Examinations are like two weeks away! *gulp* and yeah, the choir competition's coming soon too! omg omg omg!

BUT. IF i dont procrasinate and stay focus, i SHOULD have no problem. but the thing is, HOW will i do that? =s

word of the day - procrasination. =)

one last time...

somebody, anybody... help? sniff...

"this emptiness is killing me, i'm wondering why i'm waiting soo long......"

"i'm waiting here, been waiting here...".

"thought you should know, i tried my best to let go of you.."

"i shouldnt love you.."

"i just cant turn away....."

"i dont know how to be fine when i'm not..."

"i dont know how to make this feeling stop.."

"its getting hard to be around you, there's so much i cant say. //"

"looking back i realise

it was always there, just never spoken.."

just so you know....... sigh.

finally! ^^

hmm.. i never knew i had such interested readers.. =p

so yeah, i know its been a while since i last blogged, but hey.. could you blame me? i mean like.. school is HECTIC. and i'm farr tooo busy being a pig. and plus, my comp sucks. so it takes like extra long to log into friendster, apatah lagi blogger.com! LOL.

1. How's Ruby been lately?
hmm.. i've been pretty okay lately.. trying to cope with studies.. trying to balance my crazy schedule..

2. WHAT? Why are you SO busy?
well, exams are coming up.. projects just came in.. and i got involved in the choir too recently, and they stress alot on discipline and attendance, not to mention commitment and determination. so yeah, choir is like my main priority in school right now, besides the education of course

3. ohhh.. okay then. anything interesting lately?
yesss.. in fact i have to much to blog about. my school organised this Badminton Competition held in Winners' Court last Saturday. which lasted for a body-challenging 9 hours! or so.. but i played for only ONE category which is the Mixed-Doubles with my faithful partner, Jassie *cough* Jason John. and we made to the finals! yay us! we might be playing this coming Thursdays and we will be competing with Horng Ruey and his parner Florence. *taking this oppourtunity to promote my partner* Jason is also playing in the finals for his Doubles, and fighting for 3rd place in the Singles category. credits to Jason! ^^

4. You said smth about the choir?
yes i did, infact, we performed in the Majlis Kecemerlangan thingy last Saturday.. our tempo was a lil' too fast, but yeah, we ROCKED! =p we're going for a competition this June, so wish us luck!

5. Anything else??? yawnnnn..
of course.. lets see.. GENREV is BACK! waaa.. KIDDO!!! ^^ and so is the semester exams.. sniff.. and i barely studied.. sighs. and oh, did i mention that i might be flying off to Langkawi this June? yayyyyy.... holidaayyy~~ ^^

aite.. i feel awkward talking to myself right now. are you happy now, Sophia? my faithful reader.. =p .