sigh..

*background music sings* its the end of the 1st month of the year of 2007.. wow thats a lot of OFs.. LOL. and as we all know.. valentine's day is drawing closer.. or lets just call it my angel's birthday.. (well it is literally Nimai's bday.. but anyway, moving on..)

*sighs* i for one love the celebration itself.. u noe the lovey dovey mood.. but somehow, it hurts you know.. for those who cant celebrate it with their loved ones.. and well, imma single momma this year.. and it feels great! i think.. LOL. but i just dont get it.. why is it when i want to open up to someone SO badly.. its either they just shut the door right at my face, or they leave. JUST LIKE THAT. so i guess this is one of the reasons i am staying single for the year 2007.. its suppose to be a new years' resolution, but we'll see..=PP

and yeah.. for that DUDE i've been jiwang-ing about.. i GUESS he's outta my head.. the rumours are driving me crazy too.. i wont like want him to.. well.. you know.. buhh.. if you dont know, act like you know la! haha.. so i guess that's another one down the drain.. i've tried.....

tak daya aku menanti..
dalam hujan yang masih renyai
sayangku, berikanlah ku peluang..
bertapa aku menanti
jawapan yang emas itu
mungkinkah bisa kasih
oh dikecewa?

semakin hari ku menanti
makin lemah ku terasa
walau apa yang terjadi
engkau tetap milikku

aku cinta kamu..
aku sayang kamu..
mungkinkah ada jawapannya
benarkah imaginasiku, kasih
jadi realiti?

aku cinta kamu..
aku sayang kamu..
angin sampailah cintaku
agar terubat semua luka lalu
yang ku tak sanggup kecewa lagi.....