Believe in Him.

I would like to share a story with you guys.. and i just hope you will learn a lesson from here.. i shall remain the identity of this person, anonymous.

as i was talking to him, he was dumb-founded. he was hurt. he was weighed down by the world and its flaws.. he couldnt take it.. but here's the weird part. HE reminded me of..well, myself.. He's currently healing from a heartbreak from the past, and yeah.. it hurts like hell.. i know too much. but anyways, he's a broken man.. but i didnt know that he would keep God out of HIS life.. and that moment.. the world stopped spinning. everything was a blank. what did he say?

"If GOD was SO GREAT.. why cant he give you food when u ask for it? why?"

"I dont believe in heaven, nor hell.. i dont even believe that there's a GOD."

"i get laughed at just for believing in HIM."

"i used to believe in Him, when i was with her.. i thank Him every single moment in my life.. but after losing her, my life changed"

those words tore my heart every single time i hear him say it.. i... i just couldnt believe that he pushed GOD out of his life.. when he needs Him the most. he's at his lowest point in his life right now, and i, as a friend, would really like to pull him back up.. because i for one, noes how it feels to lose some1 that means that much to you.. but? it doesnt matter to me anymore.. it was all because of God.. God gave you something, and He has the right to take it back from you. HE knows when you need it, and when you dont.. HE knows whatever that is good for you.. HE is your leader. and YOU follow.. HE does not need to proof anything to you.. for we are not worthy.. What KING would die on that cross for you? NONE. i hope those words did good to him..

it really hurts to see him that way, seeing that he's going through what i went through.. so i'd just love to help him out, u noe.. i dont want him to repeat the same mistakes that i did.. hurting myself when its not nessesary..

as for my day today.. i got to spend a little time with him before he had to go home.. but it feels like forever.. LOL. and yeah.. the rest was pretty normal.. just a word of advice to every1 who reads this.. DO NOT EVER STRAY FROM YOUR FAITH. HE'S OUR SAVIOUR, OUR LIVING MESSIAH.. DO NOT, and i mean DO NOT PUSH HIM AWAY WHEN YOU NEED HIM MOST. TALK TO HIM. God bless you all..