Tuesday, June 19, 2007

the sun's getting cold...

i feel great.... the fact that the choir won the inter-school competition today feels so good... but....

sigh

i guess good things doesnt last forever ey? might not even be in the team anymore next year.. my dad thinks that choir is too much of a sacrifice.. and.. and.. sigh. it hurts to even talk about it..

"after this year, its over. no more choir for you"

wtf!

when i found the one thing that i'm good at.. and i actually really REALLY love it.. he just has to take it all away.. just like he did to swimming.. tennis.. taekwondo.. etc etc.. it just sucks sumtimes u noe.. having an overprotective dad and all. sheesh!

the one day that i felt so good about myself.. just went down the drain. now how sucky is that? plus. i have my piano examinations tomoro.. so wish me luck. i'm gonna finish off some work, and head off to bed early. and did i mention i STILL have to go back to school after my exam tomoro? thanks alot dad! sigh.

still lonely and frustrated..

7 Comments:

Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

BAtu Lintangian choir? Coooo...the best choir!! Gratz on the win tho sorry to hear about the reality ur facing now. tough for anyone to discard a passion willingly or not. how frequent are the practices that so concerns ur parents?

yet despite it all passion for sport is never short-lived, so mebbe take on the worst human woe-hope.

Tomorrow might be a better day aye? which tomorrow it solely depends

COntinue not freeing the language of angels!!

God bless,
ekualabwium

6:28 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

yeah. thanks. though i still dont think i know who you are. =.=

10:35 PM  
Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

im from ta lol, stumbled upon ur blog from max's.finally another poem blog(or more accurately-half of it^^), keep up the poet rage!!

11:45 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

let me guess.. paul? lol

12:51 AM  
Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

Yah. quick answer lol. found out from max's blog aye? haven't spam the chatbox yet. off I go then

Sa^lutes,
ekualabwium

6:51 AM  
Blogger Reening said...

so kesian you

6:48 AM  
Blogger Amelia Yvonne said...

oh dang. i feel for u girl. dads.. pft.

7:17 AM  

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