is this worth it.....

it's..... unfair..

life's unfair..

why am i the one who has to get hurt?

why is it always me..

just for once.. i thought maybe..

but no...... i end up being the one who gets left behind again

the one who has to give in..

knowing that i have given so much of myself...

i'm always the one who makes the mistakes

why ME?

sigh... its okay now...

everything's okay.....

he's happy.. and i shouldnt ruin that for him..

and she's happy.. i dont wanna hurt her...

but i'm unhappy... and i'm hurting myself...

mmhmm.. fcuk it all.