Thursday, March 15, 2007

a sudden urge to blog

i havent been blogging in a while now.. hmm.. feeling guilty again! hehe

so anyways, am having a sudden urge to blog.. dont know why.. its like, everytime i hear the "i Dont Wanna Fall In Love" song, its like saying, "RUBY! BLOG!" lol.. funny eh..

so hey, the one week holidays are ending, and soon i have to back to school.. *sobs* owh wells, at least i did smth with my hols this time.. not just laze around at home, rottin in boredom. and oh, did i mention that i'm in the choir club? lol..

hmm.. i'm feeling really emo right now, no idea why, who, or what.. not realizing that this feeling has been here all this time.. sigh. i had one of those dreams again last night.. it was kinda like that Just So You Know video by Jesse McCartney.. just featuring me and him. sighs. i don't know whether to feel great about it or not.. its just so wrong.. but what Charri said last night made me feel so great.. but, was he? sigh.

i guess, God has His reasons, and i'm not worthy to even question that.. but, at times i just do wonder.. what'll happen.. i guess, its yesterday's news now.. move along~ God has better things planned out for me, i do believe in that. just gotta hold on to whatever i have now, and go through life, as it is.. i am lucky, and so are you.. you just need to realise that. take care.. of yourself and yeah, u noe who.

6 Comments:

Blogger Eli James said...

This blog is sooo jiwang!

I stumbled across it from Max's blog. And. Yes. I'm Cedric.

8:30 AM  
Blogger Sophia said...

As in the song I recommend to you?? Say yes say yes say yes!!!!!!!!!

2:32 AM  
Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

Another poem blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!See ppl, I'm not the only one!




Though totally different style of poetry.

7:40 AM  
Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

Not purely poems though, but poems, songs and words. Unlike my poems and word.

(notice that word is singular)

7:50 AM  
Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

Yea, Ced, SOOOO jiwang.....compared to my nasty poems. But nobody's here. Let's spam it.

5:56 AM  
Blogger Zhang BeiHai said...

Aiyo, cannot spam. Have ppl come.

9:19 PM  

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