happy vee day

heya guys.. its been a while since i last blogged.. since my sis is around, and there aint much privacy anymore.. zzz.. but anyways, she's out now and i can write on things that happened lately. well, i actually lost my inspiration to blog. and the internet's been really shitty these days, taking forever to load.. but today its fine.. and yeah, the inspiration thingy.. lets just say, dreams are shattered..? yeah.. as you all know, tomoro will be the lovey dovey day of the year.. and yes, that means VALENTINE's DAY. ahhhh!!!! *dramatic scene* i've got a bad feeling about valentine's this year.. but who cares.. its just one day yah? no big deal.. i'm valentine-less this year.. BUT i'm gonna paktoh with lina.. haha! she's my 5th husband worr.. keke and yes, i'm still very, VERY confused with my feelings.. its all over the place.. sometimes i think its easier to just stay heartless, ya noe? but somehow.. that good-for-nothing-non-appreciative guy always pops up in my head.. you think its a good thing? its not.. its either i get really really excited and loud. OR really really emo and quiet. thats just NOT the ruby you guys should know.. but, not to bring any valentiniers down.. so i'm wishing all my loyal readers a happy valentine's day.. appreciate ur love ones yah!

- the one and only - xoxo